A change of scenery.

I tendered my resignation letter on Monday.

My bosses tried to make me stay, but i was firm enough to say no. But, they wouldn't have known about whatever i felt inside.

No doubt i was indignant about how they treated some of the people. No doubt i had many grouses about my boss. But, it just pierces you in the gut when you want to leave, and they want to make you stay.

So i became the bad person by saying that i don't need to consider again because it was after much consideration that led me to this decision.

Like 黄舒骏 said before, 我内心的纠结是没有人能够了解的。

From a place with great colleagues, i go to a place where i probably might not even get to make friends.

From a personal pickup to drive, i go to a place where i have to take the train everyday. This i admit, is not easy getting used to. But i will have to.

From a place which you are so comfortable with, to a place which may seem so cold and remote.

Yet i know, through it all, that He is with me all the time. He knows my thoughts, my fears, my doubts. He tells me that i am not alone. In Him alone i find my hope. =)